It is interesting to be in someone's life...they tell you they want you in their life - however their actions prove to be different.

I'm not the jealous type - people have a right to be friends with the opposite sex. However, when the friendship gets crossed by certain words or questions...then I get irritated.

Let me pose this question to you all - if you are in a relationship and your partner, does not have any pictures of you at work - does it bother you? Does it bother you when you see things on their web pages (you know them all myspace, facebook etc) that make it out to be they are single and you are non existent? Well, until this weekend - I let little things like that slide. Just telling myself that - he had bad relationships in the past - had been hurt and he wanted to take things slow. Well Wham - slow is one thing - but after being together 3 years - there is no need for him to still need to buy presents for his ex-girlfriend...Unless he wants her back in his life and I am just here for convenience.

So, when I said that this weekend - he made it out to be that I was jealous...nope - just finally realized I don't belong here - never did. You can't tell someone you love them and still have a need for your ex to be in your life. Sorry - it don't work that way. So, I am packing my shit this morning and I will be gone by the time he gets home from work.